Archive | May 2012

There’s only one cure for loneliness, and it isn’t popularity.

Flipping through the pages of a Billboard magazine I don’t remember subscribing to, I see lots of brightly dressed celebrities with large blue wigs and dyed pink hair–their get-ups resembling that of a super-hero film set in the seventies. I see several different photos of some of the same artists–each one their apparel getting all the more flamboyant–and it suddenly hits me: these poor souls are just desperate for attention. Any will do, be it positive or negative, commending or defaming, as long as someone is noticing them. These people crave it, live for it. They’re like fiends who can’t get enough strangers yelling their name’s and taking photos of them. They hope this will satisfy the hunger in their hearts, the gaping hole that eats at them every day, enlarging before they go to sleep at night. But it isn’t working. So they turn to drugs, to sex, to things that bring their bodies momentary pleasure. After a while, this too fails them. They think, ‘I know what I need to do: clean up my act, and get married.’ Most of the time, it only takes a year (sometimes even less than that), to realize even this doesn’t satisfy. So they tell themselves, ‘Wait! I know what will put an end to this burning desire: a family!’ They have a kid, or two, or six, and although the hole that consumes them is slightly numbed, it still isn’t pacified. “I don’t understand,” they say. “I have everything! Fame, riches, and a family. Why do I still feel this way? What could possibly be missing?” They can’t figure it out, or they refuse to cry out to the one they’ve ignored all their life, so despair consumes them, and they end their life.

This is the story of too many of them. I don’t need to say their names, we all know the famous suicides who had the entire world in their hands, and found it to not be enough. But I want to prevent those who are still with us today. The ones heading down that same road of destruction, that same empty road whose promises, in the end, never deliver the needed satisfaction.

Dear, Lady Gaga, I bring a message of hope. There is One that satisfies like the things of this world can’t. There is One who takes your brokenness, and pieces you back together again. There is One who gives you a never-ending supply of the most powerful force in the universe and in heaven itself–unconditional love. Pure love, untainted by the lies. A love that knows every sin you’ve ever committed, yet longs to forgive you for each one of them. His arms are open wide, He doesn’t care if you’ve murdered, lied, cheated, stolen, abused, blasphemed–if you will just turn to Him. Why gain the whole world, yet lose your own soul? Why live for the temporal, when your life is in His hands, and He decides when it ends? Why ignore judgement, as if you will escape it? Do you not know that God, “is a consuming fire,” and, “it is a terrible thing to fall into the hands of the living God”? Demons tremble at the power of His name, darkness flees from His presence, it cannot stand against it. He is more powerful than everything you cling to, and if you’re not on His side, in the end, you will lose. Love cries out, it shouts from the mountains and echoes in the hills, “Come to Me, let Me make you new.”

Despite what you’ve encountered in this fallen world, His love for you is unchanging. Every second He grants you life, He gives you opportunity to come to Him, to surrender to His love. He brings glory and honor, if you only knew. The world and all its glory is fading, but the glory of Jesus Christ never fades.

“There is a way that seems right to a man, but it’s path ends in death.”

Choose life, choose love. He’s waiting.

Before God I was…

Before I reached out to God and realized He’d always been reaching out to me, I was hot and short-tempered, foul-mouthed, miserable, heart-broken, boy crazy, disrespectful to authorities, lazy, sexually immoral, conceited (when I had make-up on), insecure (when I didn’t), hateful. I’d gossip and steal boyfriends, cheat in school, get drunk often, smoke weed on occasion. And what amazes me is that all I did was begin reading the New Testament, and God started to just reveal Himself to Me; put on a perfect song when I was about to cry, send me the Christian friend I asked to have the night I asked for them, send me a prophet when I prayed for one to be placed in my path. He answered prayers right and left, and my heart just changed. The first change that happened in my heart was the light of hope. My heart was broken for good this time–completely shattered– on February 22nd, 2009. It was darkened by hopelessness and pain, but right after I cried out for Him to, “Please speak to me!” I fell asleep like a baby, and woke up with hope.

The next thing that came was joy. Every day for five days I cried less and less and by the sixth day, I was no longer crying. Instead, I was smiling and filled with joy, telling everyone about how God had healed my heart and how much I loved Jesus. Everyone thought I was crazy, even my own family. My mom was truly concerned about me. I can remember the look on her face. I believe she had that, ‘Oh my goodness, what happened to my daughter, this poor boy drove her mad’ look for close to two weeks. But I guess when she saw the other changes–the desire to read the Bible, and go to church, and to get to know Christians, the fact that I wasn’t coming home drunk or high anymore, and didn’t curse anymore, and wasn’t hurt over my ex anymore, and was more patient with her and my dad–she began to accept that maybe I wasn’t crazy, but truly had a spiritual encounter that changed my life.

Other people began accepting it too. And many of the people I had prayed for, even ones I never saw and didn’t hang out with, ended up coming to Christ! It was amazing. I had been praying for these people to come to know Jesus the way I had, and they were! They had a spiritual encounter, or were suddenly broken down by something, and ended up calling upon the name of Jesus,  or met a Christian that truly loved and followed Christ, and shared their experience with Him. God was just showing up big time, and He still is! Over three years later! As I walk with the Lord, and see Him answer prayer and continue to mold and change my heart, I am convinced He is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. That He is Love and draws people to Himself. That His will really is good, pleasing, and perfect, and that He is accessible, He does hear and respond, and that He wants to make Himself known to those who want to know Him. If you haven’t cried out to Jesus, what are you waiting for?! He’s there and He’ll answer. Trust me.

My Holy Ghost Celebrity Hit List

So, I have a Holy Ghost Hit list (i.e. the people I pray come to Christ), and I have a few celebs that I pray for daily. Stefani Joanne (Lady Gaga), Jared Leto, Kim Kardashian, Katy Perry, Ryan Murphy and his casting director Robert Ulrich, along with his choreographer, Zach Woodle, The Jonas Brothers, and Beyonce. I’ve prayed for many celeb’s salvation, but these are the ones I pray for every day. I was wondering, if you’re a Christian, do you have any celebs on your Holy Ghost Hit list? I think it’s important to pray for celebrities, because when the flashing lights stop, and the screaming fans are gone, they are just as lost as anyone else without Christ. So, if you’re a believer and pray for celebrities, make my day and please share which ones God has laid on your heart.